Recently, I woke up and I realized that rubbish-define as you may- is so passé. Words, actions, and energies that don't affirm positivity no longer fit with my style. Granted, ugly stuff happens, but you need contrast to see beauty. I get it. But I lost patience not for ugly things but for negatively charged things.
I also realized that I dislike drama-it pinches the mouth of my stomach- so why am I sometimes a supporting actress in ridiculous scenes? I feel cheesy doing it. Maybe I was a better actor before, stupidly able to play the role. But new lights changed the stage and now I direct the acts. Still reaching for the globe but I switched genres, from drama/horror to action.
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