Always within a never

I looked in the mirror just now, and realized that facial expressions have started to contour my face. No wrinkles yet, I got my daily tonic-scrub-hydration-sun block-and more moisture-ritual perfected. But I can see time. Who said time was intangible?

 My girl not long ago told me about the cycles of 7; every seven years you transition into a different cycle, and I'm finishing the forth. It makes sense, and I'm happy. I'm happy because I know most of me. I recognize what I cherish and appreciate, and what I don't like and won't tolerate-finally (deep sigh). I realize that I still have much to learn-constant undertaking-but I am accumlating stories I will one day share with a new love.

But what makes me really happy is that I finally have consciousness of commitment and determination. I mean, despite how hard shit gets, there is nothing I can't do-always within a never. Call me corny, whatevs, but I think you have the power to invoke anything. You just got to believe it yours. Good vibes at all all times.  

The determination is always the basis of all significance, of all tension, of all tendencies- Antonio Negri

My talented friend shot me the other day

My girl Allison is a stelar makeup artist 

Note: I realize the photo is dramatic but this is my blog.