Beauty can be morbid. Its all about perception. Fixated on a ideal can torment your soul and existence.
I have this joke with a friend, a really bad joke, about going on a less than healthy-hazardous-diet. I must confess we laugh about it all the time, but deep down inside we kinda wish we had the will power to deprive ourselves with the goal of looking like this ideal (see model above).
Recently, someone over heard our conversation, judged us and looked at us with a serious evil eye. Now, this might be an attempt to rid myself of any guilt and condemnation but come to think of it, my obsession with an accepted notion of beauty is banal.
This is my confession, hopefully I can surpass this. Feel free to elighten me with a deeper sense of beauty. For now, I'm gonna go watch America's Next Top Model.
I think you are gorgeous! Even when you thought you weren't that hot, you have always walked in great confidence! You beauty shines from the inside, true happiness comes from the deepest of your soul. Love you! Paulis.
ReplyDeleteThink of it as being healthy and not looking like a barbie doll and you will eventually just be like the barbie doll...deprivation leads to weight gain I know from experience and experiments lol...it's all about balance!
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